Thursday, July 10, 2008

Off

My fun but unnecessary new travel gadgets from Rick Steves came today. My suitcase, packed last night, weighed in at 13 kilos - under the limit.

No, I'm not ready for all that that the next few weeks hold, but I'll get on that plane at 6:00 pm Friday and let the chips fall where they may. See you in mid-August, if not before.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Love and Serve

When my friend David was first getting involved in this kind of work that we do he spent a month or two in Southern India in a situation where his role or reason for being there was a bit unclear. The research was being conducted by a team of nationals; the training was led by a much more experienced researcher. "Your job, David," a wise man there told him, "is to love and serve the team."

Over the years we took those words as more or less our motto. Whenever we were working with a short-term team, I'd step into that attitude: for this season, my #1 job is to love and serve this particular group of people, "the team." It isn't terribly specific but it tells me everything I need to know about what my priorities need to be. No matter what happens with the project(s) or what the ramifications are for me, personally, I'm their friend, their servant, and I'll do whatever it takes to deal with the problems and obstacles we may face. I'll put them first and give them what they need. Even if I'm scared or insecure or tired, I'll position myself to be the best and most helpful friend that I can be. Whatever they ask for, I'll do my best to provide. In whatever they are struggling with, I'll join them in their struggle. Whatever they are blind to or avoiding, I'll help them recognize and overcome. If my approach does not work, I promptly change course rather than expecting others to go along with what I had planned. That's my idea of what a good leader does - not going around telling everyone how it's supposed to be, but serving everyone.

It has a way of simplifying things. Pride, resentment, worry, or distractions are all promptly dealt with or put aside. I pray more, I let go of things, I trust people and believe in them. And if I fall down in one or more of those things - as I do - I deal with the failure and get right back up. Because that's my job - to love and serve the team.

So, I'm enjoying the way that principle has already shaped my summer somewhat and is about to do so even more. But I was thinking, why don't I live this way all the time? Isn't it the best way to live?

Maybe one reason is that the question of just whom I'm 'teaming' with, whom I'm to love and serve, is not usually that clear in 'normal life.' There are hundreds of relationships to juggle, instead of just a dozen of them, and my responsibilities usually have no beginning nor end.

Still, it's worth reflecting on, in the weeks to come: When the team experience is over and when I'm no longer the teacher and the coach, how can I take this attitude home with me?

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Travel Stuff - and Temptation

The roommate is getting ready for a trip of several weeks... she's going to the UK with her family. They are going to reconnect with their Scottish roots among other things. It's a very big deal to all of them, and this year's Christmas and birthdays have all featured gifts designed to equip them for the journey.

With each item that has shown up for Deb's collection I've felt a mix of "shucks, who needs that?" - haven't I gone around the world several times without such niceties? - and, oh my, yes... envy.

So when it became evident I was going to be heading off on a trip at the same time and similar duration I thought: hmmm. Maybe I'll buy myself something nice as a treat, to make up for flinging my body halfway around the planet. What would make the trip more pleasant or comfortable? Just one thing, I thought... but which one?

Somehow as I've started browsing the web sites of Deb's favorite suppliers - Magellan and Rick Steves, I feel my sales resistance wearing down. Yesterday was payday after all...